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| at a loss for words...or not. |
| 02.09.04 (10:40 pm) [edit] |
i sit at my computer night after night staring blankly at a screen that doesn't talk back to my tacit inquiries and cries. what for? what else am i supposed to do? i live in fricking peterobough. i've been cooped up inside since friday night on account of my ghastly cold. it's pure annoyance. so i am left with too much time to think by myself while being out of contact with any other forms of life to communicate with. but there is always AIM and MSN. Hmm...good point self. Oh, and phones are good too--you get to talk on those. 3 days of school left until hamilton is once again infested by yours truly, and these next couple days better be good. i like to ramble.
so...rant of the day: feelings. emotions. passion--whatever you wanna call it. why do people become irrational when presented with situations that bear little significance in the whole of their lives? take, for example, the melodramatic episodes of teenage girls which often are carried over into a woman's adult life. women are, no matter what they choose to believe, generally speaking, the most irrational sex. in short, they are psychotic. no wonder men have such a bad repute--women are psychotic maniacs and drive men insane, so wherever there is a a decent man, there is an evil, psychotic woman to destroy him. no wonder there is such a problem with violence against women--they ask for it. don't get me wrong--not ALL women are evil, psychotic maniacs looking to ruin a man (or other woman for that matter)--there are those of us of a different breed. we do not understand women at all although we belong to the female sex and gender. mind games are not a part of our characters' repertroire, we don't even know how to play. we don't use sexuality to attract men. okay, every human being uses their sexuality in some way or another to attract the opposite or same sex, but we don't abuse our sexuality in hopes of landing a mate. we don't conform to the general female populace's ideas on most things about life, but we don't let other people catch on to this until they've become a close acquaintance. that's just the way it is. yes i have some hostility toward women--they're just generally dumb, but i don't ostracise them because they are essential to maintaining a balance of power here in westernized societies. i even have friends that are of this sort--they play mind games, they exploit themselves, and they are dumb--but they're still people, so i'll embrace our differences and put up with the crap, because without them, daily life wouldn't be so much fun.
yes, i'm aware that was very random and jumpy--i just needed to write about anything that didn't pertain to daily events before i could do so:
i woke up, did some research for a paper, made some food, played guitar for a good couple hours, wrote, read, talked on the phone for a bit, then ate again, then wrote and read some more, then talked to MEG, and listened to music throughout the day continuously. fun. oh, and i talked to gary--webcam was hot. oh baby. so, let's get me out of this insensitive mood and back to what i'm normally like. yeah, let's.
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